A year and a half already

Hi guys, so after a year (6 months ago) I emailed the forum and apologized for the offensive way I treated some of the forum members in my previous thread. The reason I didn't post for so long is simply cause I was busy and perhaps if I posted this apology earlier it would have a much more reminiscent impression. Nonetheless, it's one thing to have unique ideas and freedom of speech and absolutely another thing to attack individuals who attack your view points (rather than you) in a thread as everyone's opinion was valid whether true or not.

Nonetheless, since I am a very good sarcastic remarker as I've been told by many, I would like to hear out the previous thread's respondents' opinion about me so far even in brute honesty just because I personally love being critisized as that helps me understand people much more clearly.

P.S. In all honesty, I loved this forum's members so much for being so active and "trully enthusiastic" more than any other and for that I am happy to be a member.

 

Actually, I did not buy a car yet. My father gave me 106,666.66 usd a year ago. I have gathered through 6 years 20,000 usd. up to last year, so 127K in cash net worth excluding my car's market value which is 40K, so 167K in total.

My father offered me another 26,666 usd if I agree on a NEW car. He referred to me always coming to a liking of the G63 AMG as European versions are 160,000 usd @ a good deal vs 145K for a fully loaded one in the US (again @ a good deal). The reason my father offered more money is because he said: a 200+K used car is problematic for society and will get you into a lot of trouble if it has big badge names, while a merc is more common and less eye catching, and thus, son if you insist on wasting money in getting a very expensive car then get a new/used mainstream car of your choosing although my advice is for you to invest in the stock market and learn it well so that you may become an expert over the course of the years and help your family out.


In summary, my cash net worth was 127K. I invested in the local stock market and gained 10% then lost 5% and was worth 124K. I gave 14K to one of me exsuperrich relatives to invest in livestock only to learn at there's a reason people become exrich! The money isn't lost. However, until I'm given it back, I won't ask for it.

I wired 107K to the USA and speculated on indexes and won 50% when I sold sending me to 155K when my money was wired back locally.

I entered the local stock market and my shares dropped from 10.75 usd/share (it's 9.75 usd/share but I adjusted for another stock a pro relative's misadvice made me lose in) to 6.75 usd/share and my stock net worth is now worth 97.5K vs the 155K I entered the local stock market with.

 

Thanx man.

Remember guys, I earned non of it. I'm very proud to have had the chance to use financial means to achieve higher knowledge and understanding. I'm proud to be able get treated if an emergency occurs. I'm proud of not having to beg people who will mistreat me for asking for help. I am not proud of anything unnecessary such as a car. I do believe 80K a year is what is enough for a person to not only have a great life if all else falls into place but a great life as one doesn't "need" anymore besides for "passion" or "greed". I also believe intelligence greatly compensates for money to a limit of course.
Does that mean I don't deserve it? No.
Does that mean I hate people who didn't achieve what they have? No.
If they hurt others with their means? Yes.
If they gloat about it? Yes.
Are lazy gloaters always idiots? Yes.
Does this mean if one gets money, problems are solved? No.
Does this mean people who are self made legitly deserve what they have? No as God (or luck if you're atheist) has distributed most of our wealth today.
Is money unimportant? No.
Does that mean I'll work hard to make a living? Yes cause not being productive is worse than "not affording a car (it's just a car and a 1st world problem!)".

I hate people in general btw cause most just fail to understand life from another's view point or circumstances + I think the world is full of retards (won't see much of 'em on forums of course cause it takes intelligence to love a Ferrari and know what a forum is). Finally, as to why I care about getting car the reason is I cannot relate to most people on an intellectual level. Thus, unless I "fake care", I will not be liked by my friends. This means imagine me listening to so many logical fallacies and misinformation with most present in a meeting as we meet for hours. Thus, a car to me is the only way to socialize with people here by simply just driving around when I get depressed as I value my time and spend it learning elsetime resulting in depression I believe is solvable by irritating "rich idiots" on the road who love money so much and kind of avenge all the people they've hurt.

I have never been appreciated for the way I can manipulate information into context except by seldom minds who can appreciate the way I think let alone replicate it. I am very week about the smartest in the US, but I can guarantee you 90% of the US at least will not understand me vs 99% of the population here locally. I only shorted the US number to make sensitivity 100%. Furthermore, in the US, people are modest and everyone would just say good for you and only 50% of the time do you find people so envious and evil (& retarded) as here @ 90%. This is the main reason a car is the only way to "socialize" for me cause I can't pressure my "understanding" friends to go out with me every week twice (a car would cover for the time I shouldn't ask them to meet me at.) Put it this way, I can be completely understood by 1% of the US in intellect vs 0% here. Thus, I feel so so so alone. BTW, being understood doesn't mean intelligence exclusively as open mindedness and willingness to think outside the box has nothing to do with intellect per say.

The most perfect logic friend I know A.K. is truly understanding and able to see my viewpoints of the world so clearly. I still don't completely trust him as a "true friend" like the select few others. I, however, am yet to find someone else who can think of everything with perfect logic without biases as I know a couple more who still have slight logic issues. Intelligence and wealth aren't that related and I have destroyed much more "rich" enemies with intelligence than money can ever dream of achieving. I've also paid the price of intellectual mistakes I made much more than "not having money" problems can mostly lead to. IMO, this only signifies how important knowledge is and how it is a truly great indicator to measure people with if they were born in countries like the US and come from near normal (unabusive) families as they have no reason for being ignorant besides being lazy bums.

 

Agreed. BTW, I'm sadistic towards "rich idiots" rather than in need for a car as a definer. For example, I currently drive a Ford 1/3 the year and rent an Accent 2 months a year @ 25$/day whenever I travel or need a spare car. The service on my car is torture with wait time and unreliability and I can't get rid of it cause I don't wanna replace it with anything but a used best car, nor can I sell it cause I'll lose it. Thus, I'm suffering by constant breakdowns. Regarding your amazing car suggestions that I have googled all signify you've got pretty good taste. I, however, so a car as a weapon rather than a car. Thus, a Ford to me is the same as a Vette cause both don't destroy the enemy, I will define shortly, as required. The enemy will say wow nice car and I want blood out of their eyes. The reason to appreciate this point is imho the difference betwoon a retard and a ****tard:-

Retard (USA): "I dont no man i was no much of reading"
****tard (K.SA): "I no all I am best. I shod be king. I as D+ student deserve A+ but doctor no fair (****tards think they're geniuses). Company shod make me manager CEO cause I no more than all CEO (vs reality where his qualifications are so so so poor that the US wouldn't hire him to count grass). I bill gates better than. (no sense of reality).

Thus, this is the reason I enjoy sadism towards any privileged ****tard because their puny minds can never even understand what this message I'm typing even signifies. My country is full of retards and fktards with the later being 10 times more predominant. So so so many ****tards in my country. I suffer every single day in customer service in banks, telecom, et al. Thus, passive sadism feels good. (Recall, my previous post of never actively hurting people). My fun is seeing "rich idiots" bleed. I seriously am sadistic towards them because I lived a frugal life and only recently in the last couple of years did I get some "access" to some things and besides recent year "cars" and education, I really have everything else normal relative to the average GDP per capita in the US. I never have the desire to waste money which is the prime reason I can almost never buy a new car. I will service it the best service cause being frugal and cheap are not the same.

I agree with all your suggestions, but somehow seeing "rich idiots" with 30k+ cars really annoys me as they are so full of themselves locally. Remember an idiot has nothing but the car and empty all else. Thus, once you tear that he's left with nothing but retardation and that gets me off so bad as revenge for having an easy life I never got with all family problems I've had. I don't care about their easy life but they have absolutely no ability to mirror others nor understand that foreigners left their families to work here cause they didn't have a choice. Most of them are so nice and down to earth it makes me feel bad about myself whenever I see them. Can you imagine smiling when you're so far from your family and mistreated all day by "better" people. I've never made fun of people because I know what it feels like to lose important stuff in one's life. They had no right to mistreat me before whenever I have a problem, they just walk all over me. Now that they can't because I developed an intellectual arsenal that can't easily be messed with, I see them walking all over everyone else and each other. The human race is truly sad cause I'm yet to see a good smart person and rarely do I see a humble person. I'm amazed by the level of enlightenment and kindness supercar forum members have. I've only toured in the US and if many are like you guys then I completely get why understanding my hatred is difficult for you.