All BS aside. Are you happy?

Family - We lost somebody recently
Friends - I'm a college kid, things couldn't be better
Money - I'm a college kid, things couldn't be worse
School - Classes doing better than I expected but not as good as I hoped. Not as good as my parents hoped either ...
Spiritual - doing better but not nearly as good as I was a few months ago

Overall I am happy but not super.

 

She is really a loner, has alot of friends but does'nt associate with many....Not very friendly with any of the PB girls. Some are all into the role of being a playmate, if she was I would never have taken it this far. If I did'nt respect her as a person I would have posted pics I would post normal pics of us but then I know alot of guys would just google her name and find pages with her PB pics anyway She was explaining how scared and nervous she was but everyone was very professional and made her feel comfortable, plus the Merlot helped her chill a bit. The dirty whores are the ones who sleep with everyone(photographers, guys at the mansion, and others involved with the mag). But if a respectable girl comes no one seems to mess with her in that way...There are so many women to take advantage of that are willing to do anything so there is no reason to waste time with one you have to work on....She was friends with some of the girls but they wanted her to do a site and other things so she dropped them before I came along....Several of the girls are prostitutes in LA and Vegas, they just use different names....Most the girls don't make decent money for what they do but love the attention, they all eventually crash and have more emotional problems and issues than any man would care to deal with....

Does anyone remember who Bobby Brown is? She was engaged to Tommy Lee, married to the lead singer from Warrant with who she had a kid with. Her life is in the gutter now and I would'nt want that on anyone.

 

http://www.eros-lasvegas.com/sections/busty.htm

Does she look familiar? This girl is probably within the top 20 of the models working today, considered famous by some and semi-famous by me.

WARNING:Link has slight nudity!!! Breast are visible through cloths.

http://www.eros-lasvegas.com/sections/busty.htm

You will find some familiar faces on this site....

 

scroll on the left side and look for the name "Kai"...Link won't take you directly to the page I intended.

 

I wouldn't personally want her PB friends. I never was into that whole thing. I like tall classy girls from a good family. They have to be driven and motivated. If she has something like that give me a call


I think that's why no one asked for pictures, the way you talked about her.

Antony

 

Thanks guys for not asking, as a community we all respect each other and it shows...I always told people my ideal woman would be someone who has the beauty to be in PB but the class to pass on the offer. With my girl she was a kid that was sheltered so I understand totally about what she was thinking at the time.


On that eros guide you can get on Los Angeles and see even more women that might jog a few memories on who they are...

 

http://www.eros-la.com/sections/los_angeles_busty_escorts.htm

Several famous girls in the first link

http://www.eros-la.com/eros.htm

Take your pick of what type of girl you want in the second link.

 

Thanks but Ill pass on the escorts


Antony

 

I am not implying just sheding some insight on what the girls who are suppose to be famous models really do for work

 

Just by going out here in LA I notice almost 95 percent of the girls are hookers. These broads suck



Antony

 

I perform out there a few times every year and I've met some pretty nice people. Then again, I don't think many of my SoCal my fans fit into that description. All in all, I like LA.



RMX

 

Thanks for asking.

Again, thanks. It's really more of a matter of professional satisfaction. I'd probably put myself in the top 5% of my field at the moment and feel that, without some serious outside help, it's not going much further. I need a better entertainment agent that can keep me busy and I've met no one who I think can help me at this point. I'm not quite famous enough for the big agencies and the little ones don't have the aggressive attitude or the contacts I'm looking for. I need a real agent & someone to help me get involved with licensing music for television, movies and games (i.e., more revenue streams). I have no idea how to to farm for those contacts myself and the enormity of it all frustrates the hell out of me. So, I'm an unhappy guy professionally and that means just about everything in my life.

There are many positives in my career (my fans, the creative aspect, etc), I do enjoy it immensely, but...

If there's no possibility of future income growth, then I need to move on. Like I said, I need help and I'm tired of asking.

I went thru RE school and am now considering doing commercial sales full time. My state test is next Tuesday and I'll take it all from there.

RMX

 

LA is a nice place to visit, but to live/work out here is another story. One of my friends moved to Las Vegas to sell Lamborghinis and after 3 months she is ready to get back to So Cal....Hard to believe anyone would get tired of Vegas.

 

I used to live in Vegas, bartended at the Rum Jungle....I liked living there, had to move back east for other reasons.

 

Hmmm well since you asked . . . I'm not so happy- what would you do?

I HATE my new 'real' job...
I love the city I am in and my new apartment (new 12 month lease)...
I landed a terrific coaching job here as well...
And GM and Nissin are pulling at my sides (amazing opportunities) to come and work in cities a hundred miles away where I know no one...

Quite a dilemma I can't resolve- Sometimes I wish I was still a child...

F S

 

I'm working hard in school and reaping the benefits. That makes me happy.

I have a bunch of great friends.