I need a Mentor...

Hi everyone! My name is Calvin Cinco and I need a mentor, desperately...
I'm renting an 812 superfast for 3 days from royalty exotics in Las Vegas in about a week because its my absolute dream car. The reason for doing this is to expand my mind to actually know its possible, because i'm burnt out to my core. For the past 3 years i've been a business owner (since 15 years old, i'm now 18) I started when my parents got divorced and I was in the center of it, In the months to come i held my mom as she was dying in my arms from a xanax overdose and all this drove me to pursue what i'm now pursuing... yes, trauma. But its been 3 gruesome years and I haven't made a single profit, I've invested over $25,000 into mentorship, software and ads for my marketing agency (my business) but haven't seen any return and been scammed by every mentor i've had, I've done countless sales calls only they all end in the same way "i'll get back to you" but they never do. i desperately need your guidance. I would absolutely love to form some great personal relationships with Ferrari owners in here as its my dream to be like you... I know this is such a random post but If you find it in your heart to reach out I want you to know i'm not just some dumb kid who is delusional. Anything you give me I will run with and apply because truth be told, i'm desperate... I don't want to work a normal job like my father, I don't want to live like everybody else I'm almost 19 and everyday I feel like time is running out, i'm depressed, anxious to my core, I feel immense pressure from my dad to follow in his line of work but to me its a living NIGHTMARE, I know it in my soul that i'm meant for more.

This is random I know. I want to apologize if i'm not allowed to post this on here, i'm just desperate, that's all...

God loves you all, take care.

-Calvin Cinco